i guess one of the problems in the end is i WANT to be titilated i WANT to be enthralled i need it to be real and i want it to SUCK me up into the place where we all belong. is that TOO much to ask? but sometimes late at night in heavy tongue whispers white against the cooling air i suck myself up and start forward again... pretentious? never but i'm sensitive and quick enough sometimes to be my own prophet. i hope it's self fulfilling cuz boy do i have something to show you.