and fofr all of you out there,
who are waiting for me to fall
in love, waiting for me, to care

i ain't gonna happen, well it will but you'll know it when you see, it, it is gonna be hilarious, too cats lookin eachother in the mirror scaring eachother and trying to look cool while falling into the realization. everytime i false step i wind up in a concession, pleasing mammy, fooling daddy, and trying like fuck to plant one right in my brother's fart knocking face. doubletime should be for getting MY shit done. point game match. i will find somebody that doesn't make me sick, i will not give up after i find them, i will keep looking, this is my promisary note to myself.