SO DO LOVE IT

i'm tired and i don't know
theres a depth of sadness there that i can't touch. it reflects SO
lightly that a single ripple seems to disturb it and I don't know what
the fuck to do. i know what and even when now, but i can't DO
anything about it. i'm not supposed to, it's beautiful and you LOVE IT.

but that point i can't touch is me.
and

as a general rule:
that makes you feel real alone.