i am not going to love myself, i am myself. i love people i feel as if would be good for my children, for having my children for being around my children, end game, there had be at least one sucker out there as smart and desperate as me.


does everyone who comes here just not wnat me to kill myself or have i ever written anything that makes sense?


i'm fucking trying and i could use a little help.


i'm trying to get my personal life in order, don't tell me i'm gonna make out worse than what i had (which was a vial of me and a whole lot of vile energy).