i feel all dried up and wormy at the same time

i don't know how to egt anythign going again cuz i don't know if i can do this, right now i am so pissed at everyone, i haven't gotten laid in months and i can't have a girlfriend s cuz i don't feel like doing nothing for no one, however i dob feel like having someone to hide under when the shooting starts... what the fuck am i going to do?