thanks dnutz, i'm a tired pathetic tiny little boy and i fear i haven't the way to catch up i'll never grow

thats what it feels like to me i'm glad that ,my therapy is so honest... my toe however is missing so phantom limb real pain, no way to stop no where to begin and this the best i've written in months, i hate this feeling, i am a pathetic ;ittle soul traapped in a giant universe greated by a prodigy beyond my proportions, my brain works(,) right i'm sorry that's what ot feels like to be me too

and i'm sick of hurting, this is just as hard as i would be if there was nothing on the line... remeber that you fucking jerks.

i need somebody to love (me), I need somebody to love, there ain't no satisfaction, this is as good as it gets, the farthest we can go is ask for your love and let you go again

Fuck off



FUCK that would be nice to scream right now. fuckers...
FUCK

i am so sad alot i don't like it at all i wanna scream but there are almost people with their giant oversized hands or tiny heads or asymetric everythings all around me... i hate tyou stop fucking caring i will kill you, and i hate this shit, i never wanted a fight, you just keep showing upp on my doorstep looking for a challenge

i fucking hate you. i fucking hate you, every little cutsey bullshit thing about yo... fucking grow up or i'll kill you... i think i'm finally serious... if you don't fuck off you're going to die.

You little fucks.... fuck you and your coccaine too, FUCK FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUCK OFFF

there's nothing wrong with me.. yah, i'm fucked, but i don't think you understand... you're all jerks... ther is nothing youy have fucking worked on... wow i care yah i really wanna touch you there, how about this... FUCK OFF you make me angrier, seriously, there's a reason this is hard, youy're all assholes, you frankly don't have anything except what you came in with, me i got like twenty different lighters, twelve coasters and a smoke machine, i'm sick of dreaming about deprecation to feel horny... learn something, fucking give up on making it through(you won't) and as i said FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING DOUCHEBAGS.. yah maybe it's my problem but i'll never make you swa;llow my bullshit or carbon monoxide... you don't get it do you... this is fucked and i FUCKING HSATE YOU piece of shit

This is all bullshit i think i hhhhhhate everything. my legs are so tired right now

i still wanna punch you in the nose

just cuz it would be fun.

everything about that is so true.

whatever, i just made out with myself and all the chicks i've ever met, with out any of the akward moments.

it took like a minute and all i needed was a kleenex.

nobody wants to make out with me.

fuck you.

and i'm tired.

i wanna punch you in the nose


that is all, i'm going to work now.

fuckers.

everytime i go out i just get more annoyed, why is everyone such a jerk, and why can i never get laid... i thiink i'm a little retarded.

you dumb fucks, i don't even know what to say or scream at you now.

i'm in no mood for a good time, i'm looking for a fight, something's gotta GIVE.

Fuck.

Well friday night's a bit lonely...

guess i gotta go out anyway.. fuck everything.

Yah, i'm gonna make a t-shirt for my band that doesn't exist yet.

i am also playing tambourine for my friends band life is neither funny nor fun it is utterly ridicu-fucking-less

Second hand Jesus
and the passion automatica

yah and this show i was told by two reliable obviously not musical sources would rock but all i see is bullshit and practice, where's the admiration and desperation??? seriously, WHAT THE FUCK??

hey this is my site, i don't care really, i want to yell at some one who has ears, so that was perhaps better, i am really screamy right now, but i can't so ifeel like acid psychosis is coming on.... drinking is awesome, not really but i would kill my self by acident if i didn't have it so yay! i am pretty bored and reallysad, i don't feel like doing anything and that is fgetting me all emotional which is working me up, which i don't have time for and i'm getting really close to really hating everything, which i don't have time for.... why does this all suck so much? i saw bingie and some bore show tonight, he's looking pretty good, though i must say i'm looking better,m oh yes ambisex, forget androgoneus cyborg bisex cowboys.